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홍차넷
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티타임
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- 다양한 주제에 대해 자유롭게 글을 작성하는 게시판입니다.
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전체기타일상/생각꿀팁/강좌방송/연예도서/문학영화의료/건강문화/예술경제생활체육과학/기술철학/종교정치요리/음식역사여행육아/가정IT/컴퓨터음악창작게임스포츠사회오프모임
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| Subject | [9주차 조각글] 경제적인 아침식사 |
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조건 다음 조건을 만족하는 글을 써주세요. 1. 음식을 먹는 장면이 들어가야 합니다. 2. 다음에서 제시하는 상황 중 하나 이상을 골라 이야기의 중심으로 삼아 주세요. -1. 떠날 준비를 하는 상황 -2. 신체적 문제로 불편해하는 상황 -3. 길을 잃고 헤매는 상황 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 경제적인 아침식사 아침엔 우유에 밥알들을 말아. 그러면 밥을 빨리 먹을 수 있어. 허연 것들에 허연 것이 묻는다. 대중없이 밥알들을 떠서 넘긴다. 오늘도 엄마의 목소리만 분명하게 들린다. 오늘은 어딜 나갈 거니? 엄마 나는 백수예요. 나갈 데라곤 아무 데도 없다고요. 그렇지만 종일 집에만 있을 순 없어. 옷을 챙기며, 아무래도 어디라도 나가야겠다. 담뱃갑 안에는 담배 세 까치. 하나를 꺼내 불을 붙인다. 그리고 지하철 2호선을 탄다. 2호선은 순환선, 왕십리에서 사당까지 간다. 성냥갑들, 바쁜 직장인들. 다들 분명 아침인데, 나는 몇 시일까? 약간의 시차를 느낄 때쯤 지하철은 도착한다. 사당역 근처에 있는 카페에 들어갔어. 카페엔 반짝이는 크리스마스 트리. 성탄이 가까워도 커피는 여전히 이천오백 원이다. 아메리카노를 시켜 자리에 앉는다. 노트북을 열어도 할 것이 없어. 아빠는 항상 생각을 넓게 가지라고 했다. 커피 잔 속에는 검은 아프리카가. 나는 수천 키로미터를 천천히 들이킨다. 커피를 아무리 천천히 들이마셔도 내 하루는 더 느리지. 그렇지만 나는 시간을 믿어. 느린 하루로만 삼십년 가까이 살아왔다. 별 수 없이 따뜻한 카페를 나와 길을 걷는다. 편의점에 들어서자 아르바이트가 인사를 한다. 안녕하세요? 글쎄, 별일이 없으면 안녕한 거겠지. 이거 주세요 하고 담배를 산다. 빈 속에 담배를 문다. 담뱃잎을 기르는 사람들은 얼마나 벌까? 나는 별로 궁금하지도 않은 것을 골골 떠올린다. 속이 꼬일 때까지 담배를 피우며. 주머니 손에 넣고 사람이 별로 없는 거리 쏘다니다가, 어두워지기 전에 집에 돌아가기로 한다. 하지만 내일도 시간은 있으니까. 충분히 내년을 걱정할. 지하철 2호선은 순환선, 사당에서 왕십리까지 순환한다. 남은 담배를 헤아리다가 하루가 흐르고 지하철은 도착했어. 슈퍼에 들려 또다시 우유를 산다. 안녕하세요? 내일 떠넘길 밥알들 생각하며. Warning: Use of undefined constant no - assumed 'no' (this will throw an Error in a future version of PHP) in /home/redtea/html/a_skin/bbsd/view.php on line 133 Warning: Use of undefined constant no - assumed 'no' (this will throw an Error in a future version of PHP) in /home/redtea/html/a_skin/bbsd/view.php on line 146 Warning: Use of undefined constant vote - assumed 'vote' (this will throw an Error in a future version of PHP) in /home/redtea/html/a_skin/bbsd/view.php on line 161 0 |
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26099 class="iamcmt" style="display:none;"> Warning: Use of undefined constant no - assumed 'no' (this will throw an Error in a future version of PHP) in /home/redtea/html/a_skin/bbsd/view_comment.php on line 66
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26099'> 얼그레이
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26099>삭제 주소복사
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다 읽고나서 최초로 든 생각은 \'그래서 음식을 먹는 부분은 어디지?\'였어요.
생각해보니 허연 것들에 허연 것이 묻는다는 첫번째 문단으로 다시 회귀했다가 제목으로 다시 시선이 갑니다.
아, 이것이 바로 아침식사였구나.
마치 도돌이표처럼 시선이 순환합니다. 재밌어요.
그와 동시에 순환될 때마다 깊은 감정의 골로 빠져들어가는 것 같아요. 흔히 말해 혼자 땅 파는 감정이요. 저도 백수이기 때문에 그 감정에 더 공감이 가나봅니다.(쥬륵..ㅠㅠ)
학교를 다니거나 어딜 나가면 돈에 항상 헐떡이게 되는데, 저는 당장의 차비... 더 보기
생각해보니 허연 것들에 허연 것이 묻는다는 첫번째 문단으로 다시 회귀했다가 제목으로 다시 시선이 갑니다.
아, 이것이 바로 아침식사였구나.
마치 도돌이표처럼 시선이 순환합니다. 재밌어요.
그와 동시에 순환될 때마다 깊은 감정의 골로 빠져들어가는 것 같아요. 흔히 말해 혼자 땅 파는 감정이요. 저도 백수이기 때문에 그 감정에 더 공감이 가나봅니다.(쥬륵..ㅠㅠ)
학교를 다니거나 어딜 나가면 돈에 항상 헐떡이게 되는데, 저는 당장의 차비... 더 보기
다 읽고나서 최초로 든 생각은 \'그래서 음식을 먹는 부분은 어디지?\'였어요.
생각해보니 허연 것들에 허연 것이 묻는다는 첫번째 문단으로 다시 회귀했다가 제목으로 다시 시선이 갑니다.
아, 이것이 바로 아침식사였구나.
마치 도돌이표처럼 시선이 순환합니다. 재밌어요.
그와 동시에 순환될 때마다 깊은 감정의 골로 빠져들어가는 것 같아요. 흔히 말해 혼자 땅 파는 감정이요. 저도 백수이기 때문에 그 감정에 더 공감이 가나봅니다.(쥬륵..ㅠㅠ)
학교를 다니거나 어딜 나가면 돈에 항상 헐떡이게 되는데, 저는 당장의 차비가 부족한 상황임에도 돈 때문에 힘들때면 꼭 쓸데없는 소비를 했어요. 편의점이건 어디건 삼각김밥이건 작은 사탕이건 하나라도 사야겠는거에요.
그게 폭식으로 이어지기도 했는데, 왜 그 소비를 했어야 했냐면 아마 그거라도 안하면 못 견딜 것 같았던것 같아요.
자본 안에서 소비하지 않으면 너무 자신이 괴롭더라구요.
저도 돈도 없고 할 것도 없으면 괜히 카페가서 기웃거리고, 책 읽다 오고. 카페 가려고 씻고 화장하고 그랬던 기억이 나요.
오늘은 뭐할거냐는 질문 한마디에도 커다란 무게감이 집안을 차지하고 있는 것 같아서요.
그럴수록 사소한 일상에 파고들었던 것 같아요. 그 권태감이란.
짧은 글이었지만 심히 공감이 되었던 것 같아요.
좋은 글 감사했습니다. 다음 글도 기대할게요:)
생각해보니 허연 것들에 허연 것이 묻는다는 첫번째 문단으로 다시 회귀했다가 제목으로 다시 시선이 갑니다.
아, 이것이 바로 아침식사였구나.
마치 도돌이표처럼 시선이 순환합니다. 재밌어요.
그와 동시에 순환될 때마다 깊은 감정의 골로 빠져들어가는 것 같아요. 흔히 말해 혼자 땅 파는 감정이요. 저도 백수이기 때문에 그 감정에 더 공감이 가나봅니다.(쥬륵..ㅠㅠ)
학교를 다니거나 어딜 나가면 돈에 항상 헐떡이게 되는데, 저는 당장의 차비가 부족한 상황임에도 돈 때문에 힘들때면 꼭 쓸데없는 소비를 했어요. 편의점이건 어디건 삼각김밥이건 작은 사탕이건 하나라도 사야겠는거에요.
그게 폭식으로 이어지기도 했는데, 왜 그 소비를 했어야 했냐면 아마 그거라도 안하면 못 견딜 것 같았던것 같아요.
자본 안에서 소비하지 않으면 너무 자신이 괴롭더라구요.
저도 돈도 없고 할 것도 없으면 괜히 카페가서 기웃거리고, 책 읽다 오고. 카페 가려고 씻고 화장하고 그랬던 기억이 나요.
오늘은 뭐할거냐는 질문 한마디에도 커다란 무게감이 집안을 차지하고 있는 것 같아서요.
그럴수록 사소한 일상에 파고들었던 것 같아요. 그 권태감이란.
짧은 글이었지만 심히 공감이 되었던 것 같아요.
좋은 글 감사했습니다. 다음 글도 기대할게요:)
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